how do you turn good intentions into good actions? how do you turn frustration into resolve? really, i don't know. the answer seems obvious and easy. maybe that's why i have such a hard time swallowing it.

one thing i do know. the time is coming soon, maybe even now, when i will either have to put up or shut up. and i would like to think that i would take the high road, but i do have this fear of trying new things.

ah, forget it i can't think tonight. i can't even articulate how disgusted i am with myself right now.

current music: delirious