paint the walls black. hang matches from your eyelids to burn away the tears. never let them see you cry. and as you spread your legs and curl your toes and his face flashes across the back of your eyes with a shudder, remember this feeling. remember why you're crying. remember that you both rode the wave, but only you hit the rocks. remember, but never let them see you cry. never let him see you cry. shatter the frame and set the alarm. it'll all be dead in the morning.

current music: the beautiful mistake