i'm scared to write. i'm scared i'm going to tell myself something i don't want to hear. like how i'm stuck up towards this town. like who i was when i was in college was dependant on other people's expectations instead of my own. like who i am now is not who i want to be and i don't know how to come back out of my shell again. like how selfish i am. like how lazy i am. like how stuck on the past i am. like how my life has been reduced to sitcoms and reality tv. like how frustrated i am all the time about everything because i can't do anything right ever.

yes, i am scared to write.

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