spent too much money today. went to greenville empty handed. came back with the new hopesfall cd, the new starflyer 59 ep, and the new anniversary cd.

they're all really really good.

i wish i still had that connection. i don't even know the guy anymore. pathetic attempts to keep it alive just frustrate me even more. he says he wants to die, but he's too in love with being sad to end it all now.

i guess i just miss having a best friend.